An irrational intense fear of an activity, thing or place
Ophthalmophobe by nnf247, literature
Literature
Ophthalmophobe
You make me antsy What's wrong with me? What's makes me so interesting That you cannot stop staring At me Even when I look away I see your eye piercing Make me paranoid about what I look like Or what I'm wearing And you wonder why being a ghost is not a bad thing Or being visible That's why when I had to leave the house; I had to look presentable Do I look right? Is it okay what I'm wearing? You seem so interested that you can't stop staring. You make my paranoia speak; STOP STARING AT ME!!! Cuz your eyes are judging me so harshly I'm already feeling low from my esteem That you staring at me because I look interesting Or intimidating I don't like it at all Sometimes it's not bad to be invisible A nobody A ghost I just want to be a present in the air That you feel but can't stare I'm not a part of your life so why should you care? I'm just here today and then I'll disappear. But to you seems too interesting to stare At me In the corner of my eye, I see You staring at me The
You give me a nightmares and worse Memories
When they ate my birthday cake that was filled with strawberries
Your red friends in the South bite me
that's why I am scared of the
Crazy but there's no mistake
I should be afraid of spiders or snakes
But I ain't
There is no pretend
I hate it the most when you crawling on my skin
Be screaming like crazy
Saying get off of me
Cuz you are the worst nightmare
and bring the worst memories
I Have So Many Phobias by AndreaSemiramis, journal
I Have So Many Phobias
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[ ] Ablutophobia – fear of bathing, washing, or cleaning
[ ] Achluophobia – fear of darkness
[X] Acrophobia – fear of heights
[X] Agoraphobia – fear of places or events where escape is impossible or when help is unavailable.
[X] Agraphobia – fear of sexual abuse
[X] Agrizoophobia – fear of wild animals
[X] Agyrophobia – fear of crossing the road
[ ] Aichmophobia – fear of sharp or pointed objects
[ ] Ailurophobia – fear of cats
[ ] Algophobia – fear of pain
[ ] Amychophobia – fear of being scratched
[ ] Androphobia – fear of men
[ ] Antho
Fear rules over me,
consuming every ounce of my being.
My brain shuts down,
my palms become sticky,
my breath catches in my throat,
my body unable to move,
with all of these irrational fears.
Nothing gives me peace;
I'm always on edge.
These thoughts of going blind, Scotomaphobia
of stepping into water, Hydrophobia
of drowning and of sharks. Aquaphobia, Selachophobia
These thoughts of spiders, Arachnophobia
of reptiles, darkness, and open spaces. Herpetophobia, Lygophobia, Agoraphobia
I'm always afraid,
never able to rest.
These thoughts of gnomes, Gnomophobia
of being lost, getting amnesia, heights, Mazeophobia, Amnesiphobia
I sit here, still,
unable to move.
I hear a noise
to my left? To my right?
I see a shadow,
off to the side,
or is it in front now?
It's heavy, no light, no?
What was that?
I feel something.
On my shoulder?
No, maybe on my leg?
I know I need to move,
to get up,
to leave, but no,
cant, legs not working.
Limbs aren't responding.
A smell, hmm, different,
not normal, doesn't belong.
I try to understand,
but I don't.
Try to make sense,
but no sense found.
I force my arm,
force it to work, turn on light.
It'll be fine,
no need to worry.
Is something standing there?
I freeze, can't breathe.
Screaming silently,